Sunday, April 13, 2008

Hard dick and bubble gum

In the words of my boy Jay, I'm gonna rap about this now and hope you get it (sooner than) later...

People generally don't care about you. They care about what you can do for them and the fastest way they can get it. If you've been disillusioned into thinking that you're the exception to the rule I hope that one of these days reality comes knocking on your door.

For a long time I believed the hype and I'll admit that it had me feeling some kind of way about myself -- I wasn't good enough. I wasn't pretty enough. If I only had more of *something* then I would be better -- all because I believed that people cared and when I realized they didn't I thought there must be something wrong with me for them not to. It took someone hurting me to the core of my being to realize that I'd been living in a fantasy world that revolved around me and what I wanted.

People will offer you bubble gum thrills to get what they want out of you but when it's all said and done you were really just bent over with a hard dick and a fake smile.

The moral of my story is this: stop giving everything for nothing because in the end the majority of those people that you would give everything for will be the ones doing nothing for you.

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